Saturday, May 8, 2010

Closer to Home

Its a rainy Saturday, and I'm secretly blogging in the comfort of a room and air condition. My dog is scared of thunder, he's shivering... As you all realized, or those who have read, I'm from Singapore, and I've been geared towards the other side of the world when I'm writing. My interests reigns in places far far away, so I tend to see what's on the other side...

I have no idea why I'm writing this post, and what exactly this post is going to be about and titled, but I'll go on. I guess I've decided to write more local stuff since I'm from the great Singapore! Basically, Singapore is a REALLY small Island with MANY people. Since 2009, we've had 4,987,600 people living on a 710.2km
of land, which really isn't that big. So for those who don't know, Singapore is a country. Not a part of China! According to a friend source, when her sister met the Jonas Brothers, they thought Singapore was a part of China. I was really disappointed to hear that.

The arts scene in Singapore became slightly more well known, and its still growing over the years. However, I guess Asians are never seen to reach great heights internationally unless by some remarkable bar-breaking standards (Olympic records etc.), maybe even acting, but Asian's aren't really starred in big screen stuff much unless they are: Tremendously gorgeous/ handsome which usually results in Asians of mix descents, Lived in countries of opportunities. However, I still wait for the day when the Universe can be really diverse and accepting. Till then, I'll still be living as a normal girl who sits upon the footstools of all the world has, and watch. 

So just to get the ball rolling, these are a couple things that Singapore is well known for, and some of Singapore's local/International favourites those who don't know will, well... Know!

To the Fashion scene, the first person I think off that I feel has made a name for Singapore in the area, is Ashley Isham, who is a born-and-raised in Singapore designer. His designs have been seen on celebrities ranging from Kylie Minogue and Erin O'Connor, to the up-to-date Lady Gaga and Pixie Lott.



I feel he has done his country, but most importantly, HIMSELF proud. It is inspiring to know so much can come out from someone with such great passion in a country I belong to.

In the music scene, we have Corrinne May! A internationally known singer-songwriter who is now based in Los Angeles. She is most well-known for her album Beautiful Seed.





In the blogging scene, I would like to nominate Wendy Cheng, also known as XiaXue. A well known blogger for her controversial posts and strong opinions, along with her fierce character that is both endearing and dominating. A true blogger who isn't afraid to say what she wants and let it out for the rest of the world to ponder.

Throughout the time it has regain its independence, up till today, Singapore has been evolving, and I would like to take my hat off to the film arts scene for coming up with the most wonderful, straight to point, life-like productions. Especially with the latest 23rd Singapore International Film Festival, featuring local and regional film productions.

Its not national day till 9th August 2010, but I still think I should give more credit to my country. I love Singapore, and I fully support it as the Youth Olympics 2010 is going to take place here soon from 14-16 August 2010.

With Our 2 Mascots....



I never fully understood the need for mascots, much more the names.... 

To round it all off, I am going to be updating about latest deals and spills on fashion and beauty galore, local and international, right down to the gritty information if I can. So up next, I would like to post the latest Great Singapore Sales information for all you out there, as it is in the summer, and a holiday is no doubt in question, get down to Singapore and see what appeals and maybe, learn a little more about the Youth Olympics 2010!

All images are for promotional purposes and a from the Great Singapore Sale website

Places to head to for good buys!!!

Along with Other Events....









Once again, I would like to CLEARLY STATE that these images were merely plucked off from their rightful sources for promotional purposes and non for self whatsoever. I encourage you to visit the sights or click on links to further understand and know what Singapore is.

Lastly, I would like to wish all mothers a dear mother's day. I love my own mother very much, and I honestly think, mothers are the greatest gift. Though yes, annoying and nagging at times, to some point at which you want to buy earplugs, but mothers are truly, the best. Here's to all mothers, a very Blessed and glorious mothers day!



HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!


All images and video are not mine, I do not own them, and they are used for promotional purposes only, unless otherwise stated.

Friday, May 7, 2010

M•A•C Cosmetics: Exclusive Launch of Pret-A-Papier Collection


Cosmetics

M•A•C Cosmetics: Exclusive Launch of Pret-A-Papier Collection at M•A•C Robinsons Raffles City on 7 May 2010 ( Fri )




Here's a quick update on one of my favourite cosmetics... M.A.C!! Before I rush off to study, I would like to know YOUR take on MAC's cosmetics and which is your favourite MAC product? How has MAC impacted your life tremendously??

Have you laid your hands on their new collection? If so, what is it like?? Any blog post reviews??

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Jasmine Villegas

Celebrity Piece

This is indeed a funny thing, I promised myself I wouldn't touch the computer till after my exams, but I simply SIMPLY have to. This stress is too much for one tiny speck of me to hold and carry for another week... So, I decided too!

I never really did any piece on any person in particular, but a part of me actually feels like I NEED to do this. Its been a twirling bout of thought in this nut I call a brain long before I actually thought of starting this blog on a fine march. The title says the name, but do you know the person?

Jasmine Villegas born on December 7th 1993, is an American Youtuber of Filipino and Mexican descent. I would guess most of those who know her, know her through Bieber Boy and his Baby Video. The girl he was chasing? That one? In the baby video?? Not the other ones, just the Baby one... In case you have not sensed the much added sarcasm with a good dose of good ol' humor, it was present. Yes, indeed, Bieber and his Babes... How catchy. I don't mean to sound rude or against him, I do love his music and it's forever upbeat lyrics about how a boy feels about a girl, and the ENDLESS times I see GIRLS singing them...

Re-Enactment: Walking down the street a beautiful girl sings.. There's gonna be one less lonely girl... me + You, I will tell you one time, Shorty's like an eenie meenie miney mo luhvuh... one time, one time..

Singing songs about how a guy feels about a girl...

I have to admit, Bieber Boy is rather the charmer, and his songs have catchy beats with good tunes that keep listeners on the go. A sweet easy listening, fun and upbeat playlist. Even my Indie friend likes him.

ENOUGH ABOUT BIEBERBOY! THIS IS ABOUT JAY V!

Yes, unfortunate for you Bieberettes and dudes, its time for who I'm really taking about.


From outlets advertisments ranging from Target to Macy's, Mary-Kate and Ashley and Hillary Duff, to Macdonald's and more, Jasmine has been featured in them. She has starred in family-friendly fun (say that 20 times on a spinning chair) sitcoms like 'My Wife and Kids', and 'That's So Raven', two of my favourite hilarious series (especially the latter). Since young, JV has been performing and modeling, then, doesn't that just spell out her career?


It didn't start there, and I'm proud to say it didn't, or the Jasmine I would see, wouldn't be the inspiration she is to me now.


In 2007, the peak period where majority of the first generation Youtubers move from just viewers to directors, Jasmine Villegas posted her videos, sprouting from a fun-loving and bubbly girl, to an older, more mature and experienced teen she is today. The months went pass, and the videos increased, her soulful covers garnered the support of many other Youtubers, and the start of her growing fan base, or more like friend base..

My sudden love for music in 2007, and singing(credits to Bianca Ryan) got me to use Youtube more than I knew how to, and by late 2007, I was viewing the growing and nurturing of current great Youtube artistes like Savannah Outen, Jessica Sanchez, Thia Megia, Charice, Tiffany Alvord, Mia Rose and the only guy (NOT BIEBER BOY) Nick Pitera and his lovely rendition of A Whole New World. They all grew a fan base in Youtube, where I happy to say, they never stopped singing to. However, growing fan bases and lack of management and yearning of ambition equates to a painfully difficult life for these artistes in hopes to achieve their dreams. Thus, responding to fans become difficult when unlike celebrities, they have no assistants at their beck and call.

Over the years since I stumbled upon Jasmine Villegas, she never stopped showing appreciation to her fans, and even responded to them. Constant love, care, and attention to people brings about more friends than fans, and thus the Jasminators were formed. Definition: Jasmine Villegas supporters who won't stand for haters, and back JV up anytime. Isn't it such a great Supporter-Supportee relationship? When you TAKE the time out for others? I think so anywho.

Learning she was only 11(actually younger) when she started out to fulfill her ambition, she has since been a role model to me. How you can have fun in doing what you love, and loving the people who love you all the same.

However, I do get a little annoyed when people go, did you see the Bieber girl? Who is she? and she's labelled as the Bieber girl. I mean, wouldn't you like to be known for what you do and love than who's music video you were in? If you don't already know who I'm talking about go watch the behind the scenes of Baby!



She is undeniably talented and confident. She has a big heart, and has been helping non-profitable charities for kids her age, has been performing in various schools and also sung the national anthem for her home country in the Phillipines, and also the states. She has proved to be versatile and flexible, confident and ever-giving, with her supporters as income (emotionally)



Since last year, JV has came up with 2 hits, revolving around boys and relationships. This time, its a GIRL singing bout a boy, so if we GIRLS sing it, its gotta sound better than Bieberboy's BOY stuff right??

So ROLL OVER BIEBER! The rise of JASMINEV has JUST BEGUN! Mwahahaha!





To me, Jasmine Villegas is a true representation of despite how YOUNG you are, you are never too old to dream, and never too YOUNG to do what you love, and never too YOUNG to map out your FUTURE. That with hard work and endless perseverance, along with a heavy dose of love for what you do, you can do anything. Anything's Possible!

Therefore, Dream Big, Dream Now.

Be it Fashion, Music or Writing. (Directed to ME. teehee)
or dancing, acting and sports, or modelling or counselling, or whatever WHATEVER WHATEVER your passion is, grasp onto that fragment, and piece it to your puzzle so you'd have a clear picture of your life.

Please do support Jasmine Villegas, and her upcoming album. Here are two of her recent hits I do love!

I Own This (2009)


Serious (2010)


THIS IS DEDICATED TO JASMINE VILLEGAS AND ALL HER SUPPORTERS OUT THERE!

TO FIND OUT MORE ABOUT JASMINE VILLEGAS, VISIT HER YOUTUBE CHANNEL HERE! IT IS MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN A FULL PAGE BIOGRAPHY WRITTEN BY SOMEONE ELSE. HOPEFULLY I CAN DO AN INTERVIEW, BUT TILL THEN...

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GREAT THANKS TO ROSEBARBIE FOR FOLLOWING ME AND COMMENTING ON MY POST. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO THANK MY OTHER FOLLOWERS WHO DO SO TOO. PLEASE DO CHECK THEIR BLOGS!

IT IS FOR PEOPLE WHO CARE TO READ AND COMMENT, THAT I FEEL BETTER AND STRONGER AS A PERSON. WHATEVER TRIALS THAT I GO THROUGH A SOOTHED BY THE THOUGHT THAT SOMEWHERE, OUT THERE, SOMEONE APPRECIATES WHAT I LOVE TO DO.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!

Friday, April 23, 2010

Stolen Identity

I have only a sickening slot of 20 minutes to finish this piece I would so love to finish. There, Stolen Identity. I would first like to clearly apologise to the lack of daily laundry to post for the world to see. Where I come from, children from the age of 'able-to-take-exams' to 'able-to-explode-from-a-pandemonium-of-exams' have the mid-monster exams. Yes, while most of the world is having a lovely summer, basking in the warm and inviting sunlight, I am stuck with studies. Evidently.

This piece was inspired in the spur of the moment when a certain kin of mine whom I so much strive to excel ahead off now said she wanted to intern with a local magazine. I wanted to wring her by the neck and... Sixpense none the richer soothed me though. I am re-obsessing over Kiss Me.

I have tried so hard to deviate from the norm, and oh-so inspired statement from a certain literature text. I truly have. Everything that makes me, makes no one near me, anything like me. The word doctors were released from the lips of those who were our providers and supporters. The great lawyer occupation was the enforced on me at a tender age of nothing but 5. I didn't know exactly what this lawyer was, but I knew it would be something I aspire to be. True enough, she gobbled up the this privilege of aspiring to be one. I switched it up, changed a bit here and there so I could be different from her, so I would not be constantly compared. Yet again I failed.

My true first inspiration was a certain girl called Bianca Ryan. She is the first singer I've heard, to move me in a long time. I aspired in that split second, to be a singer. Cliched, I know. It was the first simple aspiration I had out of the tight expectations. It led to vocal lessons, and since we were kins, she too had them. After stopping the lessons, I was forgotten. Unremembered. Cut off from the fact that it was I who wanted to sing. I loved it. Yet, it was she who gained recognition for it, absorping my aspiration as her own, singing her soft praises were many. I hated it. I was hurt by it so deeply no one would ever know, or understand. Selfish! Supposed adults of the world might say. I say, If you would like to be so common like the rest of the minute cubby-holed prune of a person you are, leave me out of the picture. I want to shine, to the maximum potential all cliches can bring.

No one remembered my love for music. No one.

I wanted to be a journalist, and in the eyes of those who provide for us, if I aspire to be one, so should she. So they promote and advertise her to the world of the beauty she is. She truly is, my sister. No doubt.  She is pretty in ways. I do love her, my sister, yet, I want my own identity. So, I embarked on a journey far and beyond, uncovering my seemingly new found love for fashion, cosmetics and other materialistic jargon. It wasn't to fit in, It was to fit out. She wins yet again, overtrampling my sense of fashion, mocking so politely at what I wear. I didn't mind, I drank in the acid that stung. Now that she wants to work as an intern? I want to scream to God and beg him to take me away. I want to live far far away where oppurtunity arises FAIRLY, without providers to promote and advertise simply because someone was older and would experience things  first. STOP LIMITING THE POTENTIAL OF THE YOUNG SIMPLY BECAUSE OLD IS CONSIDERED MATURE ENOUGH. It should be a crime punishable by an endless rampage of angry and broken potential-charged kids, forever.

Stop enforcing your one child's dream to be the statement and proof of your unbiasness and equality in treatment. As much as a child can understand, driving him to the point of stangling bitterness for what you think is right is simply wrong. To those out there who feel like your identity's been stolen, don't give up. Ever.

Like Miley sings, "When my world is falling apart, when there's no light to break up the dark, that's when you look at dreams"

Maybe this post is just to encourage myself and ME only to not be crippled into a length of hurt. Maybe this post is a dillusion and a propaganda to rise an army of dreamers. I can imagine cant I?

So thus, I shall keep all I love to myself and this piece of sun that airs my laundry.

She can try to steal an identity that forms around her by expectations, but I am saddened that her true passion for dance has diminished.

"Limit the young, and they start limiting your love"
Translation: When you start limiting their potentials, they start wondering if you love them enough to except and nurture ther passion, then, they stop feeling your love.

What I want, she suddenly wants too. My growing love for all things with quality is stumbled on by her piercing words of my pickiness. How I should conform and adapt to different people so THEY feel comfortable. No, can't, do. I'm not gonna be a people pleaser, even if it means me going through depression ALONE.

Constantly equalise your children, and you'll realise that you have just cut off their potential almost immediatelt. OR, maybe you're just some evil bigger jack-in-the-box. Smiling for all the wrong reasons.

Regardless, my love for writing will never waver, for its the last thing I have, that she doesn't, and hopefully, does not know off.
I love writing, english, songs, music and all things unimaginable where I live. I will continue to be a part of that unimaginable, and I will grow. I will grow away, because though apples don't fall far from the tree, the seeds are different. The fruits will be eaten and the seeds will be spat out. Where it lands, is only for the seed to know...


Dreams

Take.
Give.
Plow.
Grow.
That's all I want to know.

The clouds.
I long to be
part of. Endlessly
floating.

- C

I will persist. I will persist. This deep hurt I feel spurs me only to aim higher, and yet, to only get far away from this deep embedded bitterness I cannot confess for I will be condemned.

I will grow up, live in USA and make it, then you go tell everyone that she loves to do what I do. I couldn't be bothered if thats all you say, cause along the years, my bitterness becomes numb, and I am used to it. Being used to it, doesn't mean I feel better about it. It simply means, I'm used to the excruciating emotional pain, and no, I won't say: until I can't feel anything, cause it hurts deep. And because it hurts deep, I feel it so often, its regular. The action that is...

So I float I fly, I try. Its not good enough cause I'm not her. So, just have her. Set me free.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

SHIA LABEOUF! SHIA LABEOUF!


Yes. I have an obsession with this one great person.....




Yes you people who read this, I am in love with Shia Labeouf... WORK. This is one of those celebrity admirations. Some people have Zac Efron, some have a range of Jonas Brothers to choose from. Some have I don't know, JUSTIN BIEBER? I have Shia Labeouf. A true artist, I think. I have to say, I fell in love with his work during Even Stevens... 

I find it simply amazing how someone can portray a comedic character, and a serious one, with the same face with such versatility. I was awed when I came across the show Tru Confessions, and Disturbia. My all time favourite shows featuring Shia. He has such intense talent, its ridiculous. He is an awfully good example of a GOOD, YOUNG, PROFESSIONAL ACTOR. One who is able to play all roles, convincingly to an audience of regular viewers, or first time viewers. 

He plays both child-like and adult-like roles. I admit, I had a celeb crush on him. Okay, maybe a big one, but its really not a crush, just admiration. I wouldn't know, at 11, the lines are a bit blurry. I would truly like to commend such skill and passion in acting. I've seem most of his movies, of which he has acted along side some of my favorite female leads like Christy Carlson Romano, Megan Fox even..

On second thought, maybe I do have a celebrity crush on Shia Saide Labeouf. I even thought it was fate that his birthday was 9yrs and a few days apart. Seriously, I bought a magazine because he was on it. I mean, I did that for MJ (Rest in Peace), in his case nearly every magazine that paid a tribute to him, but that's different, MJ made history for 40 yrs. Literally. So obviously, in remembrance I bought those. ANYWAY. As you can see, I show my appreciation in very fan-like ways, so maybe I am a fan of some sort, but who wouldn't? Shia Labeouf is awesome!

I guess what I'm trying to express simply is my strong appreciation and admiration for Shia, and his work, in the most 'mature' way possible, even though squirms and shrieks can be heard when I spot him on tv (Ohmygawsh, did I just admit that?!). I can only hope to meet him, spot him, and grab a quick picture (maybe a friendly hug). But. My most beyond earth, what-on-earth-are-you-dreaming, its-oh-so-impossible!, dont-bother-thinking-about-it, dream, is to write a novel, just so Shia can act in it. (: [Yes! A smiley, something I never usually put in writing]

He has such an amazing personality (I read so on certain sites/magazines etc. I don't know if its entirely true), and he has such a golden heart (He is filial towards his parents despite having a not so lovely past), and he seems to be someone who's very sentimental, yet serious in all he does.

The story would be a real meaningful one, maybe romance, or high school romance, with more substance than the typical 'popular people, non-popular people, non-popular guy, popular girl....' blah blah blah. Not that those stories have no substance, they do, in very different ways depending on the morals, and underlying meaning the story is steered towards. Overall, I hope to meet him in person, maybe drop a jaw and gasp when I do. Till then, and after, I have this blog and its beautiful readers.

I do apologize very much for so many non-fashion posts. Like I said, I've grown to be really REALLY into this writing stuff, I love it. I don't want it to be just all about passion. Its like putting a piece of me out there, and I don't want to just have great fashion and style knowledge, my first passion was music, and my most constant, is language. Of which the latter is currently in practice!

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Like I said, I love reaching out to my followers, whether they do read or not, is different, I choose to believe the better. I would therefore like to thank Frida E. my newest follower for giving me a chance to be part of her blogging/reading life. 

It is an honor to be able to write/type, and an honor to do so for many who come across this blog.

P.S Rate my blogskin? Its from cutestblogontheblock.com, which is simply really cool. I wanted something vintage with the usual Louis Vuitton like prints, but I thought something bright would do much better. 

P.P.S I prefer Shia without the beard. It makes most charming actors (to me), look old...

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Reminder to self: Watch The Pirates of Central Park if i can find it...

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Movie Mania and More!

Today, I have decided to do a Movie writing??? The sequence would go like this, "Video Trailer or Part 1 of the movie(If I can't find the trailer), Summary, My Review, My ratings." Before I continue on, I would just like to say more, like I always do! Movies are what I like to call a moving picture. Isn't it amazing to capture life in its most fine, but what about life, recorded, and then, not only can you watch these go on a continuously like a fresh piece of memory, it is forever, available to be seen, and heard. To me, movies are my favourite form of entertainment. Why? Because movies, can never be boring (Depending on your favorite genre, favourite aspects of a movie), or maybe I'm referring to videos. Nonetheless, if I could make a video of anything, it would be the best, worst and most embarrassing times of my life. Simply because, they are the key points which mark my life.

My first boyfriend (That was in Kindergarten! I've never had one since!), my first swim, first barbie doll, first pet, first dog, first race, first charity help, even this blog, and OH. MA. GAWSH! I just stumbled upon an old Disney movie that is showing exactly what I'm talking about like 2 seconds ago! Okay, I am going to start now since the end of the introduction is the beginning of every start.

FYI, this is like mostly, or I think ALL Disney Channel Movies? I hope its not too cheesy for some of you who feel Disney Channel's a brainwasher, but I think I miss the old Disney. Really. Like I said in my Selena Piece, its been part of my life, and at one point in time, Disney did have a lot more meaning to teenagers out there, but now, it feels like Playhouse Disney, and Disney, is no different. I'm the Disney baby of 2003, I started with my first Disney based movie, A Christmas Carol, re-aired in December 2003. I guess I'd have a future rant on the Disney Revolution once I get through the research and such. Meanwhile...

TRU CONFESSIONS



Online Wiki Summary

Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen



Online IMDb Summary

For most parts, this movie, already has its own piece I've written on it, so you know how much I love it, but that doesn't mean I would for the other movies, I just decided to compile them into one for now. Having a dream is what everyone can do, but pursuing it with all your heart, and keeping it, is the real challenge. Now millions of people probably wonder why "Challenge" is so important, I guess "Challenge" isn't the word, but you can't possibly express the gratifying satisfaction of success and reaching this heartfelt goal in one word. This movie shows it all, how sometimes you can want something to much, you go all out, even all wrong, but sometimes, with a little sincerity, and the people you love the most, everything can turn for the better, cause not everything is about YOU. No matter how famous anyone becomes, it is evident there is someone who is there for them, with only YOU in the picture, you are nothing.

Get A Clue



Online IMDb Summary

It seems like a suspense/thriller a first, but to me, this show is all about, plus more. I wish it had its own sitcom. It tells a story of a girl Lexy Gold, who is very privileged. She has a dream, and aspiration, and what more, a best friend who supports her. The thing about Lexy is that her dreams are wonderful, but sometimes, you need to step out of your "comfort ZONE" to expose yourself to the rest of the world. You have no idea what hard work, determination, a little bit of luck and lots of exposure can do to you!

Pixel Perfect



Online IMDb Summary

This was a 'classic' must watch then when Phil of the Future was IN, or at least IN Disney Channel. To be honest, I only watched it cause Ricky Ullman was in it, and he was in PoF, and Aly Michalka was in PoF too. This isn't really an explainable link, but there's a link. Pixel Perfect made me cry. Yes, it did. Sometimes, we do not notice the people we truly care about until their lives are in danger (When Sam was in a coma), and sometimes we don't see how much someone can mean to us by just being the seemingly wrong part of out lives until they are ultimately GONE. (When Loretta 'died') I really liked the message I thought this movie was trying to send. "If you look closer, you'll realize there's so much more one person can mean in your life."

The Cheetah Girls (NOT ONE WORLD!)



Online Wiki Summary

This was my all time favorite Disney show of that year. Simply because I love love loved That's so Raven, and if Raven was in a Disney Movie, I simply HAD to watch it. I loved the show because since ever I don't know when, I cultivated my love for music. This added the first few scoops of inspiration. Imagine having a group of friends you love, and throughout all hardships, you make it to your dreams, together. It doesn't have to be just friends, it could be family too! I guess, what I'm trying to say, is that, throughout life, there are these knots and knottiers between you and the people you love OR hate. You just have to go on with it, look past that, and gaze at the almost (BIG) picture. You would soon realize, that a nice picture have nice things in it, if its empty it isn't a picture at all. Similarly, without your loved or hated ones, success isn't so fulfilling.

I can't write much if you've read the complaint, I.. I mean explanation post directly before this. I really hope it won't affect my love for blogging, I absolutely hate being rushed especially when doing something I love, I get pretty pissed off when someone does THAT to me. So therefore, I have to end here...

Overall, I give all these shows ★★★★★! They all rock in their own way at different times I watch them... I LOVE MOVIES!!! and.. GOOD OL' DISNEY!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

BlogBook 101

Dear Readers,

I apologize sincerely for a very fortunate, yet fortunate situation pertaining to me. I love this blog wholeheartedly. I know I've said that many times, but its only cause I mean it, and it IS from my heart. This is the one place I enjoy letting my thoughts and feelings run free to and with those who read. When I am so stressed out from friends, family, school, life in general, I reach the keyboard, and my fingers tingle with excitement every time I begin on a piece. As soon as my fingers start working away, my mind is at ease, and every mind boggling, "slap" of situations are easily forgotten. I am somehow, 'de-stressed'.

So here I am writing this away, with the mere 9 minutes I am given. Why? Because poor me, C here, has a strict study schedule. This is to curb my lazy ways, and grow more determination and discipline. Which is really good for anyone in general. So here is a short summary of what is going on with me.

1) I have not been doing extremely well in all my subjects
2) This has caused a study plan to be born.
3) This study plan is terribly hectic, and tiring.
4) I want to fulfill this study plan for the month of April to set my discipline.
5) It would be my greatest accomplishment!
6) This means I have to study for 4 hours.
7) This means I have to record what I do every minute of the day.
8) This means I can't spend as much time with this beloved blog.
9) This means I would be focusing on my exams.
10) This means I am a bit sad.

So this source of rant would be really limited for I would be forced to submit to this schedule. My outlet is currently shut. I don't know how I would burst, but I sure would. I am not complaining, but I really would miss surfing the internet for hours, just to find the perfect story to string together in my 'blog post' aka pieces. I have thus devised a system for the blog's benefit.

INTRODUCING... BLOGBOOK!
Definition: A notebook where I would handwrite my pieces on, any time of the day. 
Objective: Save me more typing time as my pieces are pre-written.
Benefits: 
  1.  I would be able to record any random feelings, happenings at any time of the day! 
  2. I would be able to post my pieces.
Downside: 
  1. Pre-planned/written writings are stale. (They leave a bad taste in my brain)
  2. Pre-planned/written pieces are possibly boring for a writer. (There's no in the MOMENT spur)
  3. It would get less interesting for me as a writer
Possible Downside counter-balances: 
  1. Post on weekends (I AM FREE TO POST!!)
  2. Post small bits and big bits on weekends
  3. Twitter (I don't approve of twitter over blog though)
I really gotta go now. This is way more than 8 minutes. Grahh.

Thank you for reading this. Please comment any Any ANy ANY ANY ANY ideas you have at all! Thanks!

Im afraid I may develop HRDD. Hyper-rushed D Disorder. I have no idea what I'm saying, but you get the picture!!